I'm feeling a strong urge to create something, in the arts or sciences, but I find myself increasingly getting caught up in the daily routine. I need to figure out someway of breaking the habits that I am developing and find some outlet for my ambition. So far, I've been wasting the most productive years of my life on useless and meaningless pursuits in an attempt to satisfy my ego with superficial activities.
I feel, that if I don't reach out, if I don't start taking a real interest in things, if I don't start taking risks, if I continue to isolate myself, if I keep on this path of short term gains, that I will end up in a job that doesn't challenge me, in a life that doesn't interest me and with a feeling of lost opportunities.
I need to dive head first, run full speed, to be complete engrossed by something or I will self-destruct.
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